My thoughts.

I do not even have words to feel this space with.
I do not have any thoughts to share.
I am not one to be needy nor do I find being honest to come easy for me.
Who I am and who I want to be are so different.
Who I was from who God wants me to be, is long journey.
I am trying to figure out what I want to do in life, but trying to learn how to leave some of it behind.
This may not sound so hard but it really isnt that easy either.
My heart is heavy and my ears are open and ready to listen.